Gross!

Can you believe that this is what ONE POUND of fat looks like?!

This is DISGUSTING! I can't believe I am carrying around 96 pounds of this nasty looking stuff!



So.. I've gone back to drinking soda. :/
 I am super disappointed.

Though I think it will be much easier to stop when I can't afford it and when I am not surrounded by people who drink it ALL the time.



Some super exciting news, I was approved for my apartment! I move in on the 22nd of this month!
I have better access to a gym. NO MORE EXCUSES!


I'm on my way guys! 

:D

Just weighed myself..

Down EIGHT pounds guys!

This is just from eating better and not snacking when bored!

It's been a minute.

Sorry I haven't been on much!

Work is crazy. We are going though renovationm which is a nightmare right now and we are also having problems with employees.  All I am going to say about that is.. I HOPE and will keep my fingers crossed that I get to be a Supervisor again!(:

anyway..

Haven't lost too much weight. Currently at 261.

Thanksgiving was good! Got to spend time with my immediate family and my amazing boyfriend. We grills some turkey burgers and bakes fries in the oven. YUM!

I did break and have a soda one day. It was a terrible day at work but I am still drinking water.

I will post as much as possible. like i said.. Life is CrAzY!!

Did a bit o'exercise last night..

..and I am DOWN 2 more pounds!



Current: 262lbs
Goal: 160
BMI: 43.6

Progress

So I've lost 4lbs this week.

It's not a HUGE difference but you can definitely tell there is one. Right in the middle!!

The thing about me is, if I cut back on eating, control my portions and not drink soda the weight just melts off.

Back in 2010 I needed to get my tonsils taken out. Surgery went okay, longer thn they thought, just because my tonsils were SO infected and were huge. After getting the okay to go home, 4 days after I needed to go to the Emergency room because I was severely dehydrated and I had a really bad infection in the back of my throat.

In the month that I couldn't eat, I lost almost 60 lbs! 

So I know that portion control will work in my favorite, I just need to get it down!

A set back?

So.. today is the birthday of a very special man.. who left my life two years ago.

I am finding it really had to do anything today. I just want to wrap myself in my blanket and sleep all day.



I love you Connor Stevens, and I am glad I have you as my guardian  angel.
Rest in Pace my love.

Happy (what you be) 25th birthday!! 

The latest.

I'm down 4 pounds!!